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SoloUnUomo ......

Two years it took ..... two years to understand some simple things simple ..... Two years of blogging, searching, knowledge, experience, love ...... emotions, disappointment .... Effort and time invested outside of me to try something inside of me.

It 's always one play. That of "Chinese boxes" ... (Down). Can not you see those little until you move into the large.

E 'Hellen enough with the council. A light in the dark ....... A book, to finally realize what tormented me. I'm sick .... I'm fine. Feelings .. no feelings. A set of things and emotions that I did not understand.

Then with the other. More affectionate less affectionate. Like it or not. I have to be "involved" or not. But are they or not? How do you know if you are involved as much or as little .....

Great confusion inside of me after my great love ......

Now I know why ..... I do not have time to guilt. One if waiting for them. Even the "other" if they wait. (He does not care about her then interests me).

One thinks of "monitoring" their feelings and thinks he recognizes the force through the guilt.

more I feel guilty and more love. No guilt and no love. But not

è così.

Semplicemente mi piace il sesso e lo faccio con chi mi pare senza risentirne "effetti". Per me è difficile da realizzare. E' sorprendente vedere quanta intensità e appagamento si può dare e ricevere anche senza sentimenti.

L'amore fatto da innamorati è un'altra cosa, è vero. Ma non è male neppure questo......

Come finirà? E chi lo sa..... Per ora ho deciso che la cosa funziona... Poi... Chi lo sa?

(vedi versione Originale -mia preferita- e non la "director's cut".........)